Handling Career Roughly but with Love !!

So here I am after so many days to share a news. I have decided to take admission in the Xavier Institute of Management, Bhubaneswar for its Post Graduate Program in Banking and Financial Services which is a 1 year certificate residential program. Actually, for me, this appears to be the best course, provided its being offered by one of the best institutes and that I was not ready for an MBA now. So, I think, this course will help me in getting a foothold in the world of finance.

Another big excuse is my 'ego'...Its so big that it wont let me take admission in any 'chalu MBA' program here at Orissa or anywhere else... I would rather opt to stay a graduate for my whole life rather than doing an MBA just for the sake of doing it and getting a PG degree as soon as possible... After all, an MBA is 'once in a life-time degree' for any management student... So it should be done with elan and from a college that satisfies our ego.

Yes, I know, nobody becomes rich-n-famous just like that only. We have to choose a path that's very different and stick with it.... And to satisfy my ego, I also have heard that those who are big entrepreneurs or have done-whatever and became famous, if you will follow their academics and life path, you wont find a degree of constancy and simpleness in it... Life takes test from everyone else...They have failed many times but never gave away their way and finally...they were whom they wanted to be....So, according to me, its wiser to gain experiences and then do an MBA rather then joining as a fresh graduate...what say?

Sowing Apples but Reaping Bananas...

Some days ago, I asked myself a question as of, why some guys do study and work hard but do not get deserving rewards. Today, I think I have got an answer that can satisfy atleast me, if nobody else.

It happens like this....we do a mistake in some other area and God punishes us in some other area...This is the most appropriate answer, according to me offcourse...

I will explain with an example...If Mr. Shyam is a very nice and hardworking person on one hand, but is a very bad person when dealing with people and playing with their lives and inflicting harm on them...then his bad deeds may affect his academic/professional outcomes...

Thus, Mr. Shyam may think that he is sowing apples but reaping bananas....but in the eyes of God...the judgement is fair and correct...Mr. Shyam suffers for his actions....

Thus...people who keep failing inspite of giving their best of efforts....must be a villian in some other walk of life....

A request to them....please change !! there's still time !! God's great and He'll surely take notice....He's punishing you just for your actions which you know well, however much you deny to this world...Please Change !!! It'll be better for you...

This Mind !! Chameleon !!

We all agree that those who make their own philosophies and stand by them all their life, are true "Men". But slowly and gradually, I have realised that though I make my own philosophies about life, I change them often. What appears good today, may appear wrong to me the day-after-tomorrow. I have never hold on to one distinct philosophy all throughout my life. So, am I a coward? Do I never deserve to be called "Able"?

Earlier, I used to say that we should never turn towards violence, should hit somebody even if he has hit us, but now-a-days I think its too hard to stand like a eunuch and do nothing if somebody attacks or say something bad about your family or your love. Is it possible? You got to teach them a lesson...isn't it? Just some weeks ago, I feared to fall into a relationship fearing that some bad 'lusty-expectations' may arise in me, but now, after some days during which my life has turned a little upside down, I am finding it hard not to make her my girl !! I am wishing to kiss her right now and hold her tightly to my body for the rest of my life !! Are these bad expectations? Am I becoming lusty here? I can say, for the time being, I can't ask her to be my girl, as she will laugh at me reminding my earlier decisions...And then....who can say anything about girls and their mentality !! They may speak something while mean exactly opposite !!! Na-re-baba...I can't take that risk !! 

So, what should I do? Why do I keep changing my mentality? Why am I so bad in maintaining relationships? Can I ever make a girl happy? These questions are giving me many sleepless nights. But I do know one thing...God surely has some great plans for me !!

Fleur-de-lis !!!

fleur-de-lis !!! A beautiful flower !! The national flower of the exotic land of France !! In French, it means "The Lily Fower"...  But for me it signifies much more !! In my world, it means the flower and the Lisa. As soft and beautiful as a flower ! As mysterious yet smiling as the Mona-lisa.... Its "my" fleur-de-lis !!! My symbol of the purest form of love....my fleur-de-lis !!!

Work hard, get peanuts?

It is perennially said that hard work often pays up good returns. Those who work hard often are the most successful ones. Similarly, in case of us students, those who study regularly and with dedication always get good marks and also bag nice positions.

But why is it that there are some cases where some guys put in a lot of effort than others but do not get expected results? Isn't 'The Supreme' being a little unfair to them? Why is it that they study a hell lot more than us but still fair badly, while we pass with flying colors? Now it will be a risky thing to say that we, who study in the night just before the day of the exam, are rather lucky than them...coz there is a chance that Watching-from-the-sky-person will hear us and start giving us our real deserving peanut-marks. But still, is it fair for Him to de-motivate those hard-trying guys? Why not give them what they really deserve?

It is a question I am facing from my-Self these days. Is there any answer to it?

Just Another Blogger

And then.... another confused poet decides to join the maze of blogs and posts. Why did he wished so? This is no place to satisfy his carnal instincts, his animal desires...or WAIT.... is it? He thinks, This is 'the' place...So, here he comes, ready with all his 'tools-n-techniques' to share whatever he has in his dirty-n-conspirating mind.