This Mind !! Chameleon !!

We all agree that those who make their own philosophies and stand by them all their life, are true "Men". But slowly and gradually, I have realised that though I make my own philosophies about life, I change them often. What appears good today, may appear wrong to me the day-after-tomorrow. I have never hold on to one distinct philosophy all throughout my life. So, am I a coward? Do I never deserve to be called "Able"?

Earlier, I used to say that we should never turn towards violence, should hit somebody even if he has hit us, but now-a-days I think its too hard to stand like a eunuch and do nothing if somebody attacks or say something bad about your family or your love. Is it possible? You got to teach them a lesson...isn't it? Just some weeks ago, I feared to fall into a relationship fearing that some bad 'lusty-expectations' may arise in me, but now, after some days during which my life has turned a little upside down, I am finding it hard not to make her my girl !! I am wishing to kiss her right now and hold her tightly to my body for the rest of my life !! Are these bad expectations? Am I becoming lusty here? I can say, for the time being, I can't ask her to be my girl, as she will laugh at me reminding my earlier decisions...And then....who can say anything about girls and their mentality !! They may speak something while mean exactly opposite !!! Na-re-baba...I can't take that risk !! 

So, what should I do? Why do I keep changing my mentality? Why am I so bad in maintaining relationships? Can I ever make a girl happy? These questions are giving me many sleepless nights. But I do know one thing...God surely has some great plans for me !!

Fleur-de-lis !!!

fleur-de-lis !!! A beautiful flower !! The national flower of the exotic land of France !! In French, it means "The Lily Fower"...  But for me it signifies much more !! In my world, it means the flower and the Lisa. As soft and beautiful as a flower ! As mysterious yet smiling as the Mona-lisa.... Its "my" fleur-de-lis !!! My symbol of the purest form of love....my fleur-de-lis !!!

Work hard, get peanuts?

It is perennially said that hard work often pays up good returns. Those who work hard often are the most successful ones. Similarly, in case of us students, those who study regularly and with dedication always get good marks and also bag nice positions.

But why is it that there are some cases where some guys put in a lot of effort than others but do not get expected results? Isn't 'The Supreme' being a little unfair to them? Why is it that they study a hell lot more than us but still fair badly, while we pass with flying colors? Now it will be a risky thing to say that we, who study in the night just before the day of the exam, are rather lucky than them...coz there is a chance that Watching-from-the-sky-person will hear us and start giving us our real deserving peanut-marks. But still, is it fair for Him to de-motivate those hard-trying guys? Why not give them what they really deserve?

It is a question I am facing from my-Self these days. Is there any answer to it?

Just Another Blogger

And then.... another confused poet decides to join the maze of blogs and posts. Why did he wished so? This is no place to satisfy his carnal instincts, his animal desires...or WAIT.... is it? He thinks, This is 'the' place...So, here he comes, ready with all his 'tools-n-techniques' to share whatever he has in his dirty-n-conspirating mind.